I experienced the most beautiful thing ever tonight. Standing in my kitchen, having a spiritual attack, first time in a while that I felt like something was really coming on me. So I unclinched my hand and held it out, asking Jesus to hold it. And He did. I could feel His hand wrapped around mine. He walked along side of me as I went to turn off my music, which the loudness of was stimulating anxiety. Instead of turning the music off completely, however, I turned it to one of my favorite songs : Can't Get Over You by Anthem Lights (you really should listen to it below). Call me cray, but as I did so I felt Him leading me, by the hand, into the living room. He started dancing with me. I could feel the Holy Spirit dancing with me; leading me, spins and all. He knows how to calm my heart. And how to fill it with joy! I must have looked ridiculous spinning around my living room with an invisible lead, smiling and giggling like a fool. But I don't really mind much. I love that He's a personal God who doesn't just give cookie cutter remedies for things, but He knows our hearts, and He responds to each one uniquely, completely personalized for that person. He knows that my heart is in love with dancing, and that it's my outlet for so many things, so He danced with me. How beautiful is that? Also, in that moment, the enemy and demonic beings that were sent my way were silenced. They were gone. I realize that all of this might sound completely crazy, but it's one of those things that I just can't keep to myself. What a beautiful gesture. What a beautiful moment. What a beautiful image that Jesus gave. It really is a divine romance with Christ. He is madly in love with us. And He desires us. No matter how crappy we may feel. He wants to dance with us, and hold our hands, and comfort us, and walk with us, and wants the absolute best for us. That's a better romance than any person could ever give us. And that's one reason why I love Jesus <3
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